觀古今中外,女性總必須與社會價值甚至可能是身為女人自己的不安全感作對抗,然而隨著時代的變遷,現今女性意識抬頭,女性不再背負過去傳統的標籤,每個人都有為夢想而活的權利。是以,筆者以凝視・探索女性為發想主題,藉由自身女性藝術創作者的經驗,佐以女性主義來探討、研究分析女性情感掙扎、心靈解放等議題,透過油畫創作作品表達出女性獨有的魅力,求解筆者人生旅途中所遇到的困境,指引人生的方向,撫慰情緒及內心的創痛,讓在困境中共同面臨課題的女性可以借以恢復及重塑自我。
第一章闡釋研究動機與目的、研究方法與步驟及名詞釋義,內容闡述傳統觀念的枷鎖及現今女性角色定位,關注女性自我認同的議題,從創作裡找出身為女性獨特的魅力,釐清自身生命的課題。第二章是創作脈絡,針對自己所要研究的女性主義及女性藝術家進行探討。第三章是在創作前針對凝視自我之經驗分享,探索個人創作特色如何融會貫通、如何表現出創作者之思路並落實在自身的創作作品上。第四章是在作品風格中更了解自己。第五章則是創作解析,旨在呈現經過第三~四章的探討,創作出本系列作品。第六章結論則將本繪畫創做研究之心得回顧統整,並提出對未來的期許與展望。
Taking a general look at human history, females always struggle against social value and feelings of insecurity by themselves. With the changes of the times, the female consciousness today is rising, but the traditional concept of what duties females should be isn’t a cross for women, instead. Thus, according to my female artist’s experience, the struggles between women’s love and freedom of spirit stimulate me to study feminism and paint pictures. The collection of oil paintings is name of “Gaze and Explore in Women”. A woman of great charm in the collection conveys the dilemma and the encounter of my life journey. The works soothe the emotions and the pain of my heart, and then give me an orientation of future. Hope women can face and recover themselves in the difficult situation as regards the paintings. Everyone has the power to live for a dream.
The first chapter explains the research motivation, purpose, methods, and glossary. The content explains the shackles of traditional concepts and the role of women today, and focuses on the issue of women's identity. From the collection, we finds out the women of great charm and clarify what your own life is. The second chapter is the creative context which analyzes the feminist and female artists that I want to study. The third chapter is to look backward to the experience of my life journey and to explore what the characters of my oil painting are, what ideas I want to express and achieve in the works. The fourth chapter is to understand yourself more in the style of the work The fifth chapter is the process analysis of the series of the oil painting. The sixth chapter is the summary of the study that reviews and summarizes the thoughts of all paintings to look forward to the future.